why does my heart hurt so? everytime he is there........ ARGH i made the biggest mistake of my life. Causes me to be naseous, stomachache, heart ache, headache, etc. im not behaving like myself......................

ONE MILLION THANKS TO HUIQI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! by HUIQI.

Rofl happy now weirdo? Actually the thanks is for helping me find shoes. cheapest i could get. I wore heels during the outing and gawd it killed me!!!! after walking in causeway, i couldnt take it in jurong point. then huiqi kind enuf help me find cheap but nice shoes. when i put it on it loved me so much la. I didnt have a single blister.

We ate in this super fancy restaurant with yee hwa crying over the price. xDD Then took pics wibb the ppl. I was the only one who ate smoked salmon spaghetti while the rest ate chicken, veron hardly finished her chicken, Huiqi ate faster than me and complained abt the chicken tasting weird, yh didnt order any drink coz she was too poor, yn was the most normal out of all of us.

Then we went to the arcade. Did the same things that everyone usually does.

Then went to purpur, great shop. i dragged yh into the changing room and made her change into dresses. Yn also tried short shorts (huiqis idea). Veron sat there looking SOOOOOOOOOO BORED. then huiqi saw this GORGEOUS halter and tried it on. looked fantastico. but the thing is she bo lui then have to lend her my money. zzz. yee hwa came out, looking like a sack in the dress. Then huiqi say she got tummy. ( i didnt even noe that!!) then instead, I tried on the dress. surprisingly, it was perfect fit. but i didnt like the cutting....

Got out of the shop, walked in jurong point, commented abt our dressing, what else? nothing ba =DD

I a bit bo liao today so i posting pictures of the trip i blogged abt a few days ago...

Today is the END OF EXAM DAY!!!!! me and my frenz went out together.

before that we went to change into our normal clothes, then as we were walking to the MRT station, we saw THEM, and we were like RUN, HIDE! but it was too late. theresa was like, theodora...? and darsi was like OH MY GOD. me and veron was like omg so paiseh and yee hwa and yue ning was like WAHAHAHAH. ok diao. lol.

So we went bowling first, and my score for the first 2 games was shit. 74 and 65 i think i cant remember. but the third game was better it was 100. veronica win me in the first two haha with scores of 80 and 90 plus. the second game yn won me with a score of 70. ok i was so right to put yh name as mizuidiot coz the way she throw is really idiotic. ppl teach her how to throw straight still go and swing her body. yee hwa, u are a CLOWN.

Then, we went to the arcade. yh and me played the dancing game as in step the 4 arrows. then that MIZUIDIOT go and press starter mode instead of standard. WASTE MY MONEY LA. ZZZ.
nevermind, i still love yee hwa. then after that me and veron go and play racing, veron LAST MINUTE must go and win me. lol, expected, she never loses a race to anyone.... sadded. =D

FINALLY, we took neoprints. i was like super fcking goddamn HAPPY la. coz at first it was like everyone was, no way am i gonna do that, or omg waste of money, BUT THEN WE ALL TOOK NEOPRINTS. YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! I love u 3 FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER.

they would be coming to my house sooner or later. hey, what u wanna eat? u all still havent ans my question yet!!

Tsk, some people just dont geddit.

Why do so many people play RC? very fun meh? just look at the charcters moving up and down while u sit there and do nothing. lol... Veron Yn and Yh, I DONT GET IT.

common test is coming up.......... surprisingly i dont feel stressed in whatever way, so it is not a good thing.

Look, its fine if u insult me but do you have to drag my friends into this as well? I am the main character here.

looks like i cant post anything here anymore. moving right along folks!

Just came back to my blog after 2 months and found my tagboard full of spam. oh well. cant be helped. Seriously.

So, according to YN, the clock dropped off the wall becoz of the strong wind. LOL. So sad i wasnt there.

Btw, scold me all you want. I know I wont make much difference. =D Well, i did have a dog. i died. and anyway, my oil problem cant be cured forever so you dont have to worry so much abt it ty yeah? And i got say mixing with NA will become stupid meh? when sia? I only said that mixing with NA people will change my views of going to JC or poly. please dont put words in my mouth. Star player? Nah, not interested. I only wanna get better and better, not purposely deproving myself so as to get in to the gd bks of others.

I am fully aware that:

1. I am fat.
2 i look like a pig.
3. I dont even play that well.
4. I am insensitive.
5. I LOVE to look down on others.
6. No matter how i act during band i will always get insulted anyway.
7. I wont make much of a difference whether i quit or not.
8. No one likes me in my CCA.
9. I have friends who maybe "outcasts" but the best people in the world.
10. Vulgarities are so normal in a neighbourhood school these days.

So, u dont have to tell me, i already know. And after scolding me like that, you are all... forgiven =DD

Sayonara, janne, hope to see u another day! (LOL yh u should see this)

I am so fucking pissed off and upset today. You think I wanna be a "star player"? I AM JUST CONTRIBUTING TO THE BAND FOR GOD'S SAKE. WHO THE HELL WOULD WANNA BE A STAR PLAYER? WHAT KIND OF FUCKED UP LOGIC ARE U USING ON ME? just because you have low expectations of yourselves doesnt mean you have to drag me into your world. Why make me feel so small? Get the hell out of my life. Just because you all dont understand the stress i am facing. putting up this stupid mask of a "strong" person. I truly thought u understood. Guess i was wrong.

Thanks to my friend who supports me all the way. couldnt have done it without you.

WHEN i become a senior, I am NEVER EVER gonna treat my juniors this way. Un-understanding, mean, and picking on me just to boost their egos. LIKE, WHAT THE HELL? And problems you are facing i understand. BUT U ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE. THINK OF OTHERS INSTEAD OF BEING SO SELFISH DAMMIT. I dont think i have done anything wrong. so why dont YOU all go for some self-reflecting.

Common test week. And i am so stressed out. THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT.

I HATE _ _ _ AND I WANNA QUIT! FARCKED UP.